Of course every girls in the world ever fall in love. And they have their own type of guy. So do I. Maybe because I'm a fangirl, so my ideal type is high. I often watch korean drama, hollywood film, korean variety&reality show, and I know a lot of idol from korean and hollywood. So, I have high ideal type of boy. But lately I realize that it's just a fangirling world. I have to be realistic. Now my ideal type is a boy like chanyeol EXO hahaha. He's so handsome, tall, not fat, funny, have a bright smile, always cheer everyone, good at talking, can play guitar,piano,drum, can sing, always happy bc he's happy virus in EXO. Hehehe sorry if I talk too much about chanyeol hehehe im kidding if I say Chanyeol is my ideal type. Because he is too perfect. and it's impossible to have a soulmate like him.
Okay, I will talk seriously now. I dont have specific type of boy. I don't measure a boy by their looking. Really. But, as you know, first impression is important hehe. Next. I like fun boy. I mean, a boy who... ahhh I cant say it in english. Oke. Intinya aku suka sama seseorang yg asik,humoris, selalu ada bahan obrolan dan bahan candaan hahaha. I also like a boy who is smart and never forget to pray :) Yeah that's it. Is it too much? Ahh okay. In short, I like a boy who can make me comfortable. Yeah. That's the important thing.
But, since last year, i've fall for an unexpected boy. Seriously i've never imagine it. Just call him Minho. Honestly, maybe because im cheerful, so I like a cheerful boy too. But Minho is not cheerful. He's even far far far away from my type. And our first impression is not good. He said bad word to me because I disturbed him when he was playing handphone game. And I almost cried bc I have never met a guy like that. Really. He's so cold, messy, lazy, game freak, and im sure he's so lazy to study. He never join any organization in college. He's so different with me. But I dont know why I like him. Maybe because I like his smile? And his style. He also doesnt close with girls. Maybe because of that?
I dont know what should I do. But this feelings really disturb me. I ever want to coonfess my feelings to him or his bestfriend. But I can't. It will be embarassing. Im a girl and I also still have 3 years more before I graduate. It will be really really embarassing if I confess it now. I ever think that I must change his behavior because he is such a bad boy. I dont want to change "the real him". But I just want to give him some advices for his future. Because he's a boy. He has to make his parents proud. I dont know why I should worry about his future
Lately I think that it is not important for me to keep this feelings.Time by time, im sure I can forget him. but actually Im really curious about his feeling. Hmmm. Forget it. Let's just focus on my study first :)
*Sorry for my bad english and my alayness*